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|Wednesday, September 7th, 2005|
A year has passed and I finally feel that everything is once again as it should be.
My son -my beautiful, kind, compassionate son- seems happy. A death of a friend is most unfortunate indeed, but his state of mind worried me more than I can describe. More than I want to admit, actually. This... I can't describe fully what I felt during those long months, but I do know I was terrified for my Shuuichi. Am I just being an over-reactive mother who was seeing things that were not truly there or did I really see what I thought I did in his eyes...?
It is best not to go there now. It is in the past and Shuuichi seems to finally have gained some peace. I just wish I could meet the angel who had rescued my son from his despair and show my gratitude. It is truly the least I can do.
Work and more work seems to be all that I am doing these days. As much as I love my job, I sometimes wish for the days when I got to stay home and take care of my brilliant little boy. But I do believe that if I tried to stay home these days I would drive not only Shuuichi insane, but Kazuya and Shuiichi as well!
I must bid goodnight, because as I was relating, work seems to have followed home with me and I must finish these reports before tomorrow... Current Mood: working
|Sunday, August 1st, 2004|
Yes I do realize it is quite late, and the the very thing that I am posting about could very well be considered history. Shuuichi came home several weeks ago, but only now have I found the time to post in my journal.
He was so much thinner than the last time I saw him, and his hair had been cut. Good meals and time are the remedy for that. It also grieved me to find Shuuichi had stayed with his ill friend until the very end. It made me wish I had been there for my son.
I do believe I gave him the wrong impression when I asked if he would stay the night. I had become to used to walking past Shuuichi's empty bedroom, that I had come to think he no longer needed me.
Shuiichi and Kazuya were also pleased (not as much as I, of course) to learn of Shuuichi's return.
I must say, that my world is perfect now that my son if back.
|Sunday, May 9th, 2004|
I know it has been quite a while since I have updated this journal, but I simply have not had the time. Shuuichi has long been overdue to return from his trip, and to say I am worried would be quite an understatement.
I've been trying to get in contact with anyone who would know of my son's location with little success. Kazuya and I even got into a quarrel over the fact that he thought I was over-reacting. I then asked how he
would react if Shuiichi left with no means of contacting his father and had been gone for a extended period of time.
Of course, I won that argument in the end, but I will not ramble on about a pathetic argument between a couple getting on in their years. And I better not let Kazuya read that, seeing as that is one of his more sensitive issues.
I just hope Shuuichi is all right...
|Tuesday, March 9th, 2004|
I met the nicest, albeit clumsy, young lady yesterday at the store. After falling into a display of canned goods, I could not help but go to her aid. She said her name was Hinageshi, and she was so very sweet.
She also said she knew Shuuichi!
I was so happy, I've invited her over for tea sometime. It does get rather lonely with Shuuichi gone, so I do hope she takes me up on that offer.
Anyways, I am a bit pressed on time, so I hope I can add again later if it is possible. Current Mood: ecstatic
|Saturday, March 6th, 2004|
I’m going to quickly write a response to my journal, and then head to bed. I am just too tired to do anything else.
I decided this morning I was not going to loll around, so after a few hours of cleaning, a day of shopping was in order.
I must say it has been quite a long time since I have done something like that, and it made me feel exhilarated. Now however, I must now confess I am worn out. There is nothing like dodging sales fanatics and giggling teenagers to make one feel their age.
But to sum everything up, I must say I thoroughly enjoyed my day. Current Mood: peaceful
|Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004|
I'm home, yet why does that not alleviate the feeling of despondency that clutches at my heart? I'm silently wishing that Shuuichi had not gone to visit his friend after all, for it is very depressing to come home to an empty house.
Shuuichi said he would be home in a few weeks, and that cheers my soul. I cannot wait to see my darling boy again because it feels that I have not seen him in ages.
I would also assume I am being a bit melodramatic.
|Sunday, February 15th, 2004|
I really must apologize for not updating after calling Shuuichi like I hoped, but some business came up.
Shuuichi is going to stay with a friend of his, and that pleases me. He sounded so happy that it just brightened my day. It only worries me that I will not be able to contact him, seeing as he will be so far out in the country. Oh well, I know he will be fine because he is a smart boy.
I remember telling Shuuichi about a desire to obtain one of these journals, and it would seem fate agrees with me. Even though I am still on my trip, I have met the nicest young lady (it is a pity she does not live in our area, or I would consider inviting her over to dinner) who helped me set up a journal.
It seems all so confusing, technology has grown incredibly these passed few years, but Amaya – san (the nice young lady) has assured me I will get the hang of it. This just makes me feel better knowing I can keep an eye on Shuuichi. He’s such a quiet boy, and I worry sometimes…
Oh, that reminds me, I do believe it is time I called Shuuichi to make sure everything is all right.